Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Long time, no read

I haven't even had the thought of going on here again. I think it was because I "found, 'the guy'" when I really didn't. Now I'm really starting to understand the meaning behind starting this blog. It was to log my weird, crazy, upsetting, happy, and whatever experiences with dating. I'll just give a quick update. I broke up with greg a few days after that entry, because he forgot out anniversary and my birthday. About a week and a half later, I meet this crazy awesome guy through my friend Jess. We started hanging out, and I felt like he was the greatest thing ever, at the time he really was. And so two weeks after me and greg broke it off, I started dating this guy. He was great, technically- my first love. I spent all of my free time with him, and we were a really great couple. Then one day out of the blue he wasn't answering me, and then a few days later told me his "heart was somewhere else". Yeah, doesn't feel too good, I was ripped to shreds for like 4 days, then realized, its most DEFINITLY not the end of the world. He came into my life just where he was supposed to, and everything that had to happen, happend for a reason. I appreciated it for what it was, and even though it was a really low thing to do, I miss him sometimes. But there will be others :) thats for sure.
Another thing, I got accepted into The Art Institute of Pittsburgh, so I leave for that in mid august, right after my 18th birthday. This year has gone so fast, I mean, its march already. Oh and in that last entry it said how I had to choose which parent to live with.. my mom, because I'll only be there for 5 months, and then I'm gone, plus shes way nicer than my dad. We're moving on march 12th, and the day after, maddie (my sister) and I have a school talent show that we're performing at. We're singing and shes playing guitar. I'm really excited and nervous, and if anyone has any tips on getting rid of stage fright, let me know! I'll prolly post whatever video we get from that. And I know it sounds totally lame, but we're singing "miss independent" the kelly clarkson version, and quite honestly it sounds awesome.
One more thing, I'm scheduled to meet with my surgeon for my jaw surgery, sometime in march, and then hopefully I'll get that surgery soon, so I can look okay for summer and get these damn braces off. Oh, and that guy friend that I like... I'm gonna ask him to prom :) wish me luckk

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