oh my gosh.

check out how megan fox looked when she was in grade school...
hahaha thats really funny. but its almost inspirational, like, i could possibly become attractive eventually lol. I'm so incredibly jealous of her, she is so gorgeous and isnt the best actress but her good looks have gotten her to where she wants to be. I like the fact that shes becoming the "new angelina jolie" i think its great, angelina needs to chill out. shes beginning to resemble joan crawford, shes just losing it. And dont even get me started on kristen stewart and robert pattinson. Theyre adorable together and theyre becoming the new brangelina, fer sure.
I totally just realized the other day like, it is so much better to gossip about celebrities rather than people I know. It doesnt hurt anyone, cause theyll never know what I say, and I can say whatever I want. The only downfall is, I sound stupid because I dont know the celebrities personally or anything. I like to feel like I do, my friends think I'm weird for how into movies I get and how I talk about the actors in the movie, I feel like I can tell alot from the people just from body language and the ways they talk at red carpet things and in candid pictures. maybe its just a weird thing I have, but inside, theyre all people just like you and me.. obviously.
I knew it, I'm becoming addicted to blogging. about just dumb things too, like movies and celebrities and stuff. but i dont know.
its almost 1:30 am and i want so badly to be carrie bradshaw, typing up some eloquently written story up in her classy apartment, about some crazy romantic encounter she just had with a gorgeous but quirky guy, or a night out with the girls. Or i wish to be like Samantha, i wish i could be in one of her scandalous relationships right now haha, i dont really want to be like charlotte, and especially not like miranda because shes a total bitch and never does anything right. sex and the city is definitly one of the best shows ever on television.
maybe the only reason i want to start a blog is to get noticed. or to be able to sit up at 2 am writing and thinking that some girl my age in california living the life i want to live, or some guy in boston is reading this thinking, wow that girl thinks about the same things i do, or anything like that, just giving meaning, or showing other people, they arent the only ones, thats what i feel like i need to do.